From afar I glance at you,
like everyday before this,
waiting for the right time,
waiting to be by your side.
You walk by and I freeze,
as I can't imagine what to say,
being too scared of what you might think,
not being brave enough to rejection.
As I write you love letters,
seducing letters which inscribe my love,
saying everything I feel toward you,
everything I want to do to you.
Meanwhile I feel deprived,
as I crave you and always have,
and you just glance over me,
even so I will continue writing to you.
You try to find out who they are from,
yet I sit here and continue writing,
waiting for that day to reveal myself,
and show you who I actually am.
Even so I write from afar,
not letting you know who I am,
loving you from the other side,
the other side of the looking glass.
Javier Falcon
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/secret-admirer-13/