Always changing, day after day. 
What to expect, what's coming my way?  
Sometimes, I hate feeling like this. 
To breathe easy, that is my wish. 
Coughing and drowning, I choke, I gasp. 
All the while knowing my life is ending too fast. 
Oxygen, Nebulizers, Pills, and Vests. 
Total chaos! My life is a mess. 
What I wouldn't give for a normal life. 
To survive long enough to be called someones wife. 
I'm getting weaker, I don't know how much longer I can keep up the fight. 
The things I would do to just take a breath. 
Instead of contantly trying to escape my own death.
Amber Zitzloff
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-with-cystic-fibrosis/