I start to scream and cry
Such a fool willing to die
Why this life is full of lie
It’s a nightmare I can't deny
I have a secret that hard to tell
I’m afraid to shout and reveal
Dilemma and misery draw in the air
It brings a trouble to those I care
A box of madness and bunch of fear
I’m not that strong to accept and bear
Revenge would make me feel better
But I know it’s not the answer....
Though it makes me live in dim
And left a doubt, fright and pain........
Close those eyes and zip the mouth
Just the secret won’t let out
I willing to face those grim and fret
To die and bury with my secret
Than to see everything goes into worse
Its’ not easy but it’s my choice
To cure the wounded soul and life ruined
Forgive and forget are my medicine
The healing process be friend in writing
And in words of God I learned to cling
Jhane Reyes
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-secret-9/