I hate myself for my sin
my one and major crime
My body feels as weak as tin
the bones much thinner than a dime
Why is this emotion of hate
in my body, soul, and mind
Is it possible that I can't wait
for her and now I must go find
I pray and crave for understanding
on why I am a fool
For thinking ill of others
just because they want her too
To sum it up and thus explain
why I feel so sad
I think of him in such disdain
It frankly makes me mad
Such jealousy was caused
by a gesture or pressumption
To her he is close by
I tenderly abide
But not for long, not too soon
I will make my move
Such jealousy corrupt
can be helped none
But heal this I must
for she wills this none
The strange creature of light
puts me down in shame
For her I would do all
even put aside all blame
Such a luck I have
to be saved by a flower
Such a dreaded man is he
who I shall leave to cower
Ken Suh
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/jealously-my-crime/
