Throughout it I have been,  
for reasons quite unknown 
drawn to the good ones,  
meaning those who prayed,  
and stayed at home, at night,  
and for the dances, and fetes,  
how many times I missed the chance 
to get the flashy ones, oh yeah,  
the extroverted boobs and,  
of course the fashion dresses,  
and jeans, lasciviously correct,  
I almost cried at times because,  
and thought that once this life,  
and all the chances in it, were over 
I would regret my own timidity,  
for all eternity, no matter, flesh 
and other structures, they may  
be weak and totally inept. 
 
For heretofore unknown and 
undue reasons, I always did 
drift into  ordinary clearings,  
where simple beauties did,  
with homely features dwell,  
but I have found that over time 
things do not change for me. 
Perhaps my home is where 
the heart of hearts resides.
Herbert Nehrlich
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/heart-of-hearts/