Looking after dad...had become 
Losing a baby 
 
I never ever thought..he would leave me this way 
he almost became a baby to me 
he had made me his mummy 
i had to feed him 
i had to bathe him 
i had to clean him 
his helplessness only killed me 
a baby's helplessness may please it's mom 
this helplessness only killed me 
this daddy of mine was a proud man 
he would never let me do a thing for him 
and that's why 
his helplessness only killed me 
 
i tried to keep him of this treatment 
the bitch called 'fate'.. sweet talked  him to it..and 
i could'nt convince him out of it... 
one thing 
i was'nt busy as before 
i dint have my family with me any more..and  
that's when i could turn to become his mummy in this lore 
i don't know if it was a blessing or a curse 
only one thing 
today even as a man....i feel like a mom 
i feel i have lost my baby
Samanyan Lakshminarayanan
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/losing-a-baby/