i see myself in a casket  
got so much time to reminisce 
while i sit here in abyss 
i wonder if heaven really exist  
trying to be a confidence man 
but nothing to show when shi hits the fan  
Absence makes the heart grow fonder 
i guess i'm on earth just to wander  
this is everything i am  
i feel left out like kazakhstan 
cause no one cares for me  
Ashes to ashes dust to dust 
all the feelings i had just combust  
say goodbye to all the trust  
for all the people i know  
got no one to bestow  
heartless but i so keep a smile on my face although 
they tell me Beauty is in the eye of the beholder  
every single day life seems to get colder  
trying get power and money By any means possible 
i Bury my head in the sand 
cause i Refuse to confront or acknowledge a problem 
its hard to make you understand  
stress is stuck to me like a wrist band 
The darkest hour is just before the dawn 
will anyone care when i'm gone
Mara SalvatruchaDemon
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-darkest-hour-is-just-before-the-dawn/