Once I knew what happiness was  
Holding him in my arms  
Hearing his sweet voice  
Making him smile when he was sad  
Protecting him from all who dare harm him  
Then it was stolen from me  
By one I once called friend  
I again found out what loneliness was  
My heart consumed by darkness  
Losing all hope and light  
Waiting 
Wanting to take my life  
Then when deaths cold hand almost had me  
Someone new  
An angel from heaven found me  
And once again warmed my heart with his light  
He also knew pain and darkness  
But together we could take flight  
In each others arms  
But then I started to fall  
I knew it was it was too good  
I again feel deaths cold hand reaching for me  
As again one I called friend  
Now holds him in her arms  
I know hearts pain  
I know the cold darkness  
This is all I know  
And all I forever will be  
A girl with a caring heart and soul  
That is engulfed in darkness  
And happiness shall I never know
Broken Hearts
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