My heart wants to be whole  
And beating its way through the dark 
But my heart doesnt always get what it wants.. 
My heart wants you cuz ur my everything 
But my heart doesnt always get what it wants.. 
My heart wants to love myself 
But my heart doesnt always get what it wants.. 
My heart wants to live for what we live for in life 
But my heart doesnt always get what it wants.. 
My heart wants to chase after you 
And let go of all I've held on to 
But my heart doesnt always get what it wants.. 
My heart wants to end this empty numbness  
That it's feeling and wants to feel the blood of love 
Gushin form the veins of its insanity 
It wants this pain to go away with a vengeful, suffering way 
It wants to make every f*ckin soul on earth 
Feel the horrific pain he made me gor through 
The nights he left me lonely 
The days he ignored the heart being torn out for him 
My heart wants to end it all 
Every once in a while my heart does get what it wants.................
Emily Sleator aka Katastrophic Kyte3 NopyGirrl
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/heart-list-cuz-ur-my-everthing/