yo i dont know what to do  
life is so hard wid out u 
im not doin notin but stressin 
everythin bout life is so depressin 
i need u to b here 
so i wont have to shed anotha tear 
i cant stand livin dis life 
it feel like someones stabbin me in da back wid a knife 
i feel like im part of one big gang 
an all i think dat stupid is everythang 
is just so hard 
my hart feel like lard 
you prolly no how i feel 
everythin seem so unreal 
i still cant balieve u B-in gone is true 
an im always stressin wid out u 
 
 
didicated to Timothy James Gordon Jr. 
a lovin brother whom i will never forget 
 
written in the way i always talked to my brothers
trudy gordon
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/3stressin-3/