I have tried so hard 
My life is a sham 
I cannot express myself for who I am 
I have longed to find 
A friend who is true 
Who with stick with me 
And help me through 
 
But no one cares 
Though I am weak and torn 
I cannot let them see the truth inside of 
The pain inside of me will not go away 
It only increases every day 
 
I have friends 
Who does not 
But mine are not real 
They are not really there 
They act nice to me 
But I can see 
They do not really care about me 
 
I listen to them 
When they are down 
I help them up off the ground 
But when the time comes 
They pretend that they do not see 
As I lie there feeble and weak 
 
My wounds though many 
They do not even try 
To help me 
To fix me 
They could care less if I died 
 
And yet I cannot let them see 
The truth that is in me 
I know if I tried 
They would just look away 
 
So here I am 
Battered and torn 
Trying not to show 
The pain in me 
I want so bad 
To let it all out 
But I cannot 
The friends that I have 
Would just shrug it off 
It would not be their loss 
 
I lay by the highway 
Bleeding and torn 
My friends pass me by 
I cannot lat them see 
The pain and the agony inside of me
Edward Grey
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/what-i-cannot-let-them-see/