i've been pushed dowm so many times
i feel this time will be the last
as i lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
i feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as i lay here on the floor
i have no strenght to get up
i'm not worth it anymore
Cynthia Silvera
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/am-i-worth-it/