Wondering what you might think 
I sit and ponder with this drink 
That might be too strong for my own good 
Be that as it may, it is, as it should 
And with this drink I find power to write 
Poetry, prose of wonder or spite 
Just to appease to he who might bite 
On what I have to say tonight 
I open the shutters and find it is day 
And I have spent twelve hours wasting away 
In front of this screen with nothing to say 
Nothing to say and nothing to write 
To appease to he who just might bite 
On what I have to say today 
I struggle with what I want to say 
Wondering if it will make any sense 
I read to the others and speak with their tense 
And flirt with their rhyme 
And jive with their rhythm 
And turn green with envy at their masterful poems 
Wondering still where their talent comes from 
I seek deep inside me to find peace and calm 
To write and write and write some more 
And write until my lines are adored 
And plastered all over the bedroom walls 
Of those who wonder and answer the writer’s call
Warren Augustus de Guzman
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/wondering-8/