I floated 
to the ceiling 
 
& stuck there 
like a Christmas balloon 
 
then I slowly 
drifted 
 
through the open window 
 
startling 
a passing starling 
 
amazed at a human 
invading his space. 
 
There was a silly smile 
on my face. 
 
My other body 
lay on the bed 
 
wrestling with a temperature 
of 103 degrees. 
 
There was I 
& there was me 
 
both of  
us 
 
in this  
together. 
 
I swimming 
through the air 
 
getting caught 
in the gossamer 
 
strands of bird song 
 
clinging on to me 
like cobwebs 
 
while the real me 
who appeared to be really ill 
burned  
alive 
 
in 
himself. 
 
The smell of sausages 
ran up the stairs 
 
as I faded 
into a wallpaper rose 
 
dissipated 
like a ghost 
 
amongst 
the dust motes 
 
crying for the coolness 
of my big sister’s flannelled hand.
Dónall Dempsey
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-smell-of-sausages-for-helen/