When my expectations grow I start feeling worried 
when my dreams approaches near I start feeling worried 
when a relationship tends to turn closer I start feeling worried. 
 
Life has taught me very well that expectations are very fragile. 
Life has taught me very well that dreams are always unreachable 
Life has taught me very well that  relationships are only to be broken. 
 
Blame me not if I fear to come close to you. 
Blame me not if I feel about myself untouchable. 
Blame me not if I become agile to go back to my comfortable loneliness. 
 
Forgive me if I have somehow broken your peace of mind. 
Forgive me if I have somehow caused your heart pain for once. 
Forgive me if I have somehow made you feel sick of my presence. 
 
Please don't insist me to come alive before you. 
Please don't insist me to live in a smokeless world. 
Please don't insist me to sing a song I have long forgotten. 
 
Just do me a favor and tell me that you don't like me. 
Just do me a favor and  tell it on my face very straight. 
Just do me a favor and kick me out of your life without hesitation. 
 
Just do me the favor before I melt in your affection and die. 
 
 
 
 
 
© Palas Kumar Ray.All rights reserved.
Palas Kumar Ray
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