i have never felt so alone 
i have never felt so betrayed 
as you walked out 
while the battle was still about 
in our home........... 
i never liked the word 
hate...now its too late 
besides the hurt 
its the other word that comes to mind 
when i recall your face....such a disgrace 
leaving a foul and bitter taste 
 
standing there proud and tall 
, heart surrounded by a wall 
a look of ice, a look that froze 
my insides, my core, from head to toes 
you started this fight 
and with a quick exit, left in a cowards flight 
with a look of my own disgust, i squashed you, with disgust 
that i had believed  
bound my love and lust 
lord i was deceived............. 
 
betrayed again...betrayed anew 
from a piece of shyt 
in the name of you 
with a broken heart, my chest now caved 
as once more, you betrayed 
me...like a sworn enemy 
if you, felt as though 
i was wrong, why not just say so? ? ? ?  
instead of defending her, not defending me 
 
then with an cowards exit 
you quickly made 
your leave 
leaving me betrayed 
4 all 2 see 
think i shall 4give you  
think i will 4give you this 
putting me through 
all the drama's shyt 
leaving me there...without one care 
leaving me while it hit the fan 
i say so sarcastically, your such a man 
leaving me all but dumbfounded, as i stood there surrounde3d 
when you turned...so disconcerned 
to leave...i let myself breathe 
through your betrayal, and all the deceive 
your the fool it isnt me 
 
4 all of this, i shall never 4get it 
you and your cowardly exit
krissi b'williams
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cowards-exit/