I am these words upon this page 
      a crumpled page  
      a crumpled page 
      a testament to who am I 
      written here is life's reply 
      a heavy  sigh 
      I am, but why 
      I write when no one's watching me 
      one word then breath  
      one word then breathe 
      punctuation pauses pen 
      quill dips ink and pens again 
 
      A notion vague a solid thought 
      a random rant I pen I plot 
      I spill with ink or pencil light 
      a dark deceit confused contrite 
      I'm candles lit by smoking verse 
      described in words  
      re-wrote I curse 
      I sleep in margins on the side 
      sincere seductress sanctified 
      I'm smudged so what  
      sometimes I cried 
      the missing pages? suicide 
      I tell you this is me inside 
      defined  
      described 
      identified 
      punctuation pauses pen 
      quill dips ink and pens again 
 
      The stanza is not where I break 
      I live within each pause I take 
      I am my words, my words a book 
      if you be brave enough to look 
      the screams the tears  
      I am the fear 
      if wounds drew blood 
      the knife's in here 
      when moonbeams milky thighs are spread 
      I am my love, what you've just read 
      enticed by beckoned fingernail 
      my words encourage then impale 
      seduced by sinfull's sharpened clause 
      punctuation pens, I pause
Terri Turrell
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/punctuation-pens-i-pause/