The doctors say
that im ok
but in truth
i know that
iv given them false proof
i daydream
this is normal
i daydream
about suicide
this is not
what it would
be like
if i realy could
if i did it
this way
what would people think
what would they say
no
must be another way
on and on
everyday
to the point that
i crave my own blood
almost in a trance
as i realize
that im actualy
about to do it
when realy
i dont even want to
why do i have this razor in my hand?
am i obsessed with death? ? ? ?
Maybe
Zachery Wilcoxson
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/daydreams-of-obsession/
