The night 'tis long and forboding... 
Its blackness blankets my mind- 
Weakness surmounts as sorrows accounts... 
For the bleak questions and answers i find;  
 
Dizzying night swirls into the throb- 
That 'tis pulsating inside of my head- 
While the candle in my soul 'tis dimming out low... 
And i wonder if i am nearly dead;  
 
Illness 'tis but a dis-ease... 
An unease of all once working parts... 
Eaten alive by super cells that survive... 
While tearing to pieces my fragile heart;  
 
If tomorrow never comes for me... 
If i am swallowed up by a malignant night... 
And all evils of the day have come my way- 
Let it be known-that i didn't leave without a fight;
Theodora (Theo) Onken
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