Drowning in this overload. 
My brain failing to work any more.  
Trying to please all that I can  
But doesn't seem to be working anymore.  
Struggling to please them all  
But can't they see that I'm just drowning in my own overload.  
The family that I adore is making this so hard. 
All ready enough on my shoulders  
That any more is going to push me over the edge.
Shelby Hopple
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/everything-i-do-isn-t-good-enough/