there is something in other 
people that we all love 
 
adore 
even unreasonably that we like 
to touch and caress with our own 
hands 
only to put dirt on their 
clean skins 
 
even without talking 
we like to undress  
and scrutinize every hidden 
corner and see 
what is there 
 
 
it makes our heart beat 
jump,  
dive 
collide 
burst,  
explode  
 
it can even make us 
dangerous as 
 some of them may 
be the cause of 
untimely deaths 
of some of us 
who cannot 
bear 
the agonies of 
our 
flesh 
 
 we keep on saying 
'no regrets! :  
 
no hurt feelings,  
 
 this is the lifetime 
of joy 
 
there is so much  
thinking  
spending  
more whole nights 
about wishing,  
and dreaming even 
if in the process we also 
shrink ourselves 
into minute particles of 
insignificance 
 
of brittleness 
that make our eyes  
shatter  
 
nerves cut off 
systems turn off 
 
 
 
 when the first morning light 
however 
 comes 
through the leaks of our 
awakening 
walls 
 
 we wake up 
rise from 
our positions 
of defeat & 
we proclaim incessantly 
through a murmur:  
 
 
'forget it,  
 it is not me! '
RIC S. BASTASA
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-discourse-on-pleasure/