You stole what was left of my heart
But I still Kicked you out
Now I can't stop crying
Or move on without every little doubt
After you left that day
I couldn't eat or sleep
Then I lost our baby I carried
That I knew I couldn't keep
I'm still wondering what if?
Why you didn't care enough to stay
Was I just a roof over you head?
Was i just another bed to lay?
I told you to leave
So why does it hurt so much?
Not to know how you are
Not to be able to touch
I wanted you to hug me
And tell me it'd be alright
I wanted you to hold me
After we'd made love all night
I had to yell and stomp my feet
Just to get anything done
But whenever I'd tell you to go
You'd grab your shit and run
Was I not worth the effort?
Did my love not count for shit?
Why didn't you hold on to me?
I though you'd used me for every bit
Why didn't you fight for me?
Was it so easy for you to leave?
I told you million and a half times
The bad stuff's easier to believe.
6/17/2011
Angelique' Rockwell
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-bad-stuff-s-easier-to-believe/
