I was stupid to think things could get better 
I was stupid to think the pain would end 
I was stupid to think love could be for me 
For trusting you 
For thinking I could have a happy ending just like everyone else 
For believing I could get what I want with a little effort 
I'm stupid for giving everything another change 
When I know nothing will get better 
Only worse 
I'm a fool, i should end everything while I still have a chance 
But i don't 
Thinking maybe something will turn out right 
But It never will 
I'm a fool for believing that the bad will end but I know it never will 
It'll be the sameĀ  
Failures, pain, hate, suffering 
Till I die
Broken heart emo
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-m-a-fool/