in payment
for my narcissistic
sins god
punished me
to love everyone
so thusly i
would feel
his angst over
his love of others
against their
free will
never in my
life did i ever
dream
that my
punishment
in hell
would be
to have
to become
god
Shaun Shane
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pain-of-god/