I can't keep putting this off much longer
I try so hard to get through these times
without you by my side
I've been doing okay
well at least for now
I can't keep putting this off much longer
these thoughts and feelings
of wanting to end my life
night after night
I sit here and think of
which way would be best
I can't keep putting this off much longer
I keep crying myself to sleep
getting drunk til I can't even stand on me feet
and writing hoping these thoughts will go away
I know I won't be able to put this off much longer
these feelings and thoughts
of wanting to end my life
and which way would be best
because next time I get like this
it will definitely be my last
Sara Panicali
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/this-will-be-my-last/
