Album: Imperium-1987 
Lyrics:Caught when I was still a child 
By a terrible vision of my Christ 
And caught in the throat by your signs and tears and goodbyes 
 
I picked me up 
And walked too far 
With thought of no return 
And not to see your face again and drowning all my hopes 
And wishing no longer upon stars 
 
Believing 
No longer in moonlight 
Or other dreams or other fields 
Upon all of which we so beautifully play 
I saw a waste of all 
 
And so I put away 
All talk of death's heads 
And a little glimpse is a bloodblossomed force 
And all talk of apocalypse 
 
Apocraphon and Apollyon 
Abaddon 
All abandoned 
Then I saw in myself the bowl and a gun 
And the glory that was to come