"Smiling in Emergency Mode"
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Lyrics
**Verse 1**
I hold your panic in my hands,
Speak soft like I already planned.
I smile like it’s a normal day,
Though all my light has drained away.
**Verse 2**
I patch your fears while mine still bleed,
Forget to check what I might need.
You say I’m calm — I say, “I’m fine.”
But I’ve been breaking all this time.
**Chorus**
Smiling in emergency mode,
Keeping warm when I’m freezing cold.
I am the shelter in your storm,
But no one asks if I’m still torn.
**Verse 3**
You cry, and I become the shore,
While waves still crash behind my door.
You breathe because I count to ten,
And hide my own collapse again.
**Bridge**
They love the way I stay composed,
Not knowing how much I’ve enclosed.
A thousand tears behind my grin,
A scream I’ve folded deep within.
**Final Chorus (softer)**
Smiling in emergency mode,
Living loud, but never bold.
I soothe the world with steady hands,
While no one sees the sinking sand.
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