2010-06-22 1st Journal This journal references a poem written in September of 2009. I'll be uploading the reading of the poem, next. :) ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/33520603/Serendipity-Pain-Gaia-Intro-My-Poem ♥ iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 ♥ Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: I had the most amazing thing happen last night; well, amazing to one with her eyes open, anyway. Some others may have looked on and not seen it. Those who’ve been with me a while, here, will know I’ve had a falling out with my twenty-something daughter. As anything like this is, it’s been a terrible challenge to face and to live with. Yet, by God’s grace, I’m also not really here, so aware of the chimera aspects of 3D, and that helps, somewhat. Pain is still pain, but that helps, anyway. So, that’s background. Well, last night, late, as I was glancing through my listing ofr journals on the pc, I noticed one labeled as poem, not a journal. I’ve seen it often, there in the list, and ignored it, but last night I opened it up. Well, I’d completely forgotten writing it, what the topic was, or anything about it, so it took me by surprise. It was a poem I’d written in the agony I’d been through. I titled it last night, as Dear Not-Mother and Gaia. It tugs on the heartstrings, for sure. So, I did some editing, realizing it had power to move one - well, it moved me, anyway. Now, ho ho, that might not count, as ofr course I’m the one going through it - so of course I am moved. Well, anyway, I did some work on it, and of course, it brouht all those things up. It brought tears, too. And why not? At least not sobbing ones - just the gentle kind. Okay, moving on. I’d worked on it maybe an hour or os - anyway, about all I could take of the emotion of it. So, I’d put the poem down, opened browser - it was late, and I wondered if I was to go to sleep in that state - of painful emotion. I wondered if perhaps I should just keep editing the poem [stay awake ... Distributed by Tubemogul.
