2010-06-27 1st Journal ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/33642270/Don-t-Run-Out-on-Your-Self-Loving-the-Now-No-Matter-What ♥ iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 ♥ Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: There is pain within me still; I note that, this morning. It seems it has been here, through the trecena (Mayan calendar 13-day cycle), thus far, beginning with working on the Not-Mother poem. That’s a heavy one, for sure. Some may no doubt wonder, why is it she stays in this heaviness? What’s with that? She has such abilities to soar and to fly; why not just take off, instead? I hear you, my friends. Well, for one, we cannot know what this heaviness portends or is about. Mind just can’t know. It is in no position to evaluate. Such evaluation is no part of heart, anyway. Remember what we’ve all been taught about the Now? How it is best just to abide in it? Well, the Now will not always bring bright joy and laughter, you know. Stands to reason, right? That would be mighty unbalanced, wouldn’t you say? Who’s for day with no night, for hot with no cold, for up with no down? Does that work? So, there will be down times and what look like challenges arise from within. Rather than run from them, friends, how about just greeting them - abiding with them for a time? How about that? What say you? If you listen to your inner voice, to your heart, it is assenting right now. There is Wisdom in this beyond our ken. It doesn’t matter. It’s just right. That’s enough. It just is. You know, just because you’re down or depressed doesn’t mean you’re not functional. You can still walk around, do what’s needed. Maybe not all of that - there will be things optional; they’re the ones can be put off ‘til later. Do that. Do all you can to be functional in the midst, but not just run away from the hurt - just be with. Just let it be... Distributed by Tubemogul.
